wow

across town there are three buildings with diamond shaped tops, I see them from my office window.  In the last two weeks the sun has been at the perfect spot in the sky to catch the angle that reflects it's lights off of the windows at the top, and shoot flooding orange light into my office.  It is beautiful, it makes my mirrored reflection glow as in flame.  It heats up my office and gives me chills and is just a feeling that makes me think "wow".

Things are just beautiful.  The wind blowing through leaves, or tall dry grasses making a noise that crescendos as if something great is about to happen.  The clouds building up, billowing tall plumes into the sky and making sunset colors more divine than I've ever noticed before.  People being so busy and so friendly lately that I notice how small and insignificant I've become in the scheme of things.  I haven't been as friendly in the last few years, i've turned into somewhat of snob.  Mostly because I don't have anything important to say, nor would I want to come off sounding ignorant... and that fear has kept me from being friendly.  I've got to hand it to my new friend T, she has opened a few windows and turned a strange mirror on me.  And I'm starting to like the way my eyes are opening and I am seeing myself a little more clearly.  What a strange time in life.  There is so much change happening and some of the changes are wanted and some not so much.  But I'm stretching and finding lots of things I quite enjoy.

Thanks Tiffany.