yep...

it's probably time to do something about this headache, as I've had it for much too long and today it has made my right eye squint and puffy. As if the paleness,heavy eyebrows and glossed over look weren't enough. I made it through the whole work day yesterday but staring at this bloody computer never helps a headache, so again with taking time off for stupid things like headaches. It is way past time to get a new job... this happens when I'm burnt out.

There is this stagnant boredom right now that is sucking me dry. I want something good to happen for friends who deserve it. Something to be excited about. I want to feel less self absorbed than this moment, right here.

I need to make something happen instead of wait for it to happen to me, motivation! a kick in the pants, a pep talk, some inspiration. Anybody? please? helpful hints?