What? Oh I am at work... Oct. 18th, 2004 @ 09:32 am

Everyone looked fabulous last night. A party, a reason to get all dolled up, I made so much effort to look ok that I never felt ok the whole evening. You'd think compliments would go farther in to the skin. Nope, I stayed sober, I sang once, I stayed insecure the whole evening. IBRT reminded me that I was quite tightly wound and that although there were some more uptight than me, that I need not be so much as I am. I concur. What is my deal?!?!?!?! Okay, enough of the rant. Despite trying to hide myself in my form fitting attire I managed to have some fun. It might be the last time I wear a dress just because my husband thinks it looks good. I am a creature of habit and comfort is far better than looking hot.

I just love the strangeness of seeing people all decked out when I might not ever see them like that. It was great, such a wonderful night. Okay as was mentioned to Tiffany, she should dress up more like that...I think we all should every now and then. It couldn't hurt me to wear a dress/skirt now and then. We'll see. And I made it to bed at about 3ish or 4ish and 7ish came much too soon and work is not what I want to be doing, but what can you do when you don't have a lot of vacation time and you plan on being in California all weekend.

have a good day!