my heart beat thuds against my ribcage.

a dull deafening thud throughout my whole body is felt/heard. I very much crave something different. An excitement fills me when I think I might just do something out of the ordinary. Can I do this? Should I ask? The indifference to much around me begins to blend in with these bland greyish clouds above me.

But again there is something boiling deep down inside, some wind stirring around me. I think things are going to change whether I'm comfortable with it or not. Pray it changes for the better.

hope your day goes well.