It has begun...

the scrambling to get every last thing done before I leave this place,
the harassment from the husband about finding a new "in-between" job,
the lists of things I'd like to do with my time off,
the cleaning out of closets, binders, notebooks, computer files, you name it!
the panic of no dependable paycheck in the coming weeks,
the realization of stopping the spending whenever I want, on whatever I want.
the little crazy flutter inside of my chest doing a happy little jig,
the immense relief of not having to sit in traffic for 3 hrs a day,
the big breaths I have to keep reminding myself to take as this change gets near.
Yes! today, tomorrow, thursday and friday. I feel like squealing and giggling.

Have a good day.