Last night was stupid.

I am stupid for going out! I can't believe how ridiculous people can be. And how drunk women can be so horribly manipulative and rude. Let's just say that I was moved to the point of cussing, irritated to the worst extent I have ever been, and little'ol calm me... I wanted to start throwing elbows and fight!

I have never been lifted of my chair to have some drunk lady continuously spit in my face while she is heatedly telling me stuff that I'm supposed to be impressed over, and then be accused of flirting and throwing myself at someone and that in the scheme of her ranting was trying to be protective or some lie like that. #1. I don't care, #2 nobody is that important, (she was a promoter and claimed that Snow Patrol and John Mayer would not even be famous or popular if it had not been for her, you know because they have no talent whatsoever! geez! people!) #3 what do I have to gain by lying about anything? #4. I only throw myself at one guy! and that's my husband! #5 I don't need strangers to tell me about people I already know and #6 if what was accused to be said about her was actually said, it would have served her right, because she was not nice!

And then there was the girl sitting across from me, which sorry Spooky and Ebatt, she has never made a good impression. She was obnoxious, I thought I had made it very clear that I wasn't interested in socializing with her, and she just kept on. "You should be happy, isn't this fun? don't I have the best boobs in the bar?, You should talk to me! I'm smart I'm Italian blah blah blah!" Well, when you have to tell people that your smart, that is just acknowledgement that you obviously don't appear to be. And why your ethnicity should make any deference to that, I don't know. Plus when she introduced herself and I told her that we had already met at Spooky's place, she argued with me that we hadn't and that she was not at that little houswarming party. How bright is that? Arguing with me over something that even all of her friends could attest to. Idiot!

Yep, the night was almost a horrible waste. At least dinner (and a couple guinness) was nice with people I do like (and my nice friends also bought me a car bomb and a butter baby shot at the bar, so that was incredibly nice and needed). I'm tired today and have already had just as bad a start to the day as yesterday. I have just been completely incompetent here at work, or not so much incompetent as not on the ball. I guess, I have checked out and am finding it hard to deal with. I would like to think that the quality and efficiency of my work would stay the same whether I like a job or not, but Damn this "being human" thing!


Ok, that was my whining and complaining rant for this month. Have a good weekend!