I'm the branch that you break!

I started taking a Pilates class and am feeling like a weak little sapling.
(I'm a fountain of glass in the shape of a girl.)
Amazing how a nasty cold can make me feel not so ________
(Drink me, make me feel real!)
It is my favorite month and I'm starting my seasonal mysterious feel, pretty like fog and blowing leaves.
(If you forget my name you will go astray like a killer whale trapped in a wave)
A few friends I've seemed to lose contact with, and these months in the year make me miss them and I feel I've been caught up in this comfy little world and let myself be dragged away from them instead of fighting the current.
(Stand up, you've got to manage. I won't sympathize anymore!)
And this is my attempt at reaching out to old ghosts... not pirates or lost loves. Ghosts of strong friendships and beautiful people.
(You're alright there's nothing wrong, self sufficient pleas and get to work)
And then monday comes back, and the weekly grind happens but (amazing) this pilates class keeps on... my strength is growing, my flexiblility, my self esteem, not only physically but mentally. I was a ferocious tiny person once and I want that back.
(I can sense it, something important is about to happen it's coming up, it takes time to enjoy it big time ____________)
I love October!